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I am writing this after having yet another negative experience with the Cobb Drive neighbors this weekend. I was painting in my little shed and they were screaming laughing loudly, for what sounded like, at me...then they decided to blast and sing the song: F*** You B**** by Wheeler Walker Interestingly enough, Walker is one of the family names I tracked related to our Tsalagi Cherokee Ancestry.
Not my best weekend. See Video of them singing on my Facebook Page in the Comment section under my Pinned Post that is my LEGAL STATEMENT
REMEMBER: Queen Latifah's Song: Unity
Dear Friends + Family,
I’ve been working at home since I moved to what I thought was a quiet, peaceful country neighborhood, in Brooktrails Willits, CA in July 2011.
When I started visiting Brooktrails I was dating my ex~husband and living in Sf. And now I see each and every red flag 15 years later. At first visit, I noticed there were 2 specific houses that surrounded this home that were quite noisy and a bit rough, however I simply thought they were families with kids just working with personal challenges etc.
The Beginning:
I dismissed a lot of signs that were telling me, if I was going to choose to live here, it was not going to be easy. Although I was determined to rescue myself from a ridiculously unfair Mid Point Review Failure experience at AAU during my Graduate Program of Photography from 2008 ~ 2009/10’. The school failed me because my Thesis did not fit into their commercial art box and my de~colonist theories defied everything they believed in. Those original 2008/9 Barbie, Grillz, + Street Photographs, later edited and titled ‘Toxic Beauty’ almost caused a riot!! By the way and for your information… the original series was supposed to be a triptych not a diptych, ‘the third image’ was/is an image/s of local downtown Sf street photography… a series I later titled ‘Reflections’ 2009.
I should exhibit all the versions of my Thesis revisions they had me do… it would show how they tried to mold it into their commercial box and water everything down connected to the essence and purpose of the project. I eventually changed the Thesis project title to ‘Toxic Beauty’ and edited the photo series a little bit, then published the works and exhibited in a few group shows at LACDA and with ArtVoices Magazine/Terrence Sanders.
The folks in charge had me revise my Thesis 4 times before I could even present it for my Mid Point Review. AAU is a private school and they have the legal power to fail anyone for any reason they say, which then prevents that student from continuing their Graduate Program until creating a whole new Thesis project to present again. They said, “Don’t worry, you can take the Review as many times as needed…” As if I had the money and or time to spend years failing their arbitrary reviews based upon opinion rather than fact. Oh yes, and they had their “legal reason” why they failed me… however if that whole project and presentation was presented now to different “Reviewers”… I think it would almost certainly pass. So what does that say about AAU and their legal policies? I was only 1 out of 3 BPIOC friends that also failed unjustly as well as many, many more students. One student that had financial backing took them to court and actually won the case and he continued and finished his degree. Yes! What a Win for all of us!!!
My plan when moving here in 2011 was to focus on creating a small business, make art and move forward. And that is exactly what I did.
I was determined to shift that AAU Failure into a Win one way or the other! Even though I did not sell any pieces, the photographs were published and exhibited 2013/15’/16’…
The folks in charge had me revise my Thesis 4 times before I could even present it for my Mid Point Review. AAU is a private school and they have the legal power to fail anyone for any reason they say, which then prevents that student from continuing their Graduate Program until creating a whole new Thesis project to present again. They said, “Don’t worry, you can take the Review as many times as needed…” As if I had the money and or time to spend years failing their arbitrary reviews based upon opinion rather than fact. Oh yes, and they had their “legal reason” why they failed me… however if that whole project and presentation was presented now to different “Reviewers”… I think it would almost certainly pass. So what does that say about AAU and their legal policies? I was only 1 out of 3 BPIOC friends that also failed unjustly as well as many, many more students. One student that had financial backing took them to court and actually won the case and he continued and finished his degree. Yes! What a Win for all of us!!!
My plan when moving here in 2011 was to focus on creating a small business, make art and move forward. And that is exactly what I did.
I was determined to shift that AAU Failure into a Win one way or the other! Even though I did not sell any pieces, the photographs were published and exhibited 2013/15’/16’…
And that was my WIN!!!
Approximately 2 months after my first group exhibition at LACDA, surprise! I was pregnant, then got engaged, then married all in about 5 months. Life certainly changed and it was nearly impossible to make art anymore. I didn’t have family/friends surrounding me with support… I had my Mom who had also moved to Mendocino County, Fort Bragg and that was it. Everyone else was 3,000 miles away. Suddenly, everything started to become very challenging. My pregnancy was difficult and I am thankful to be alive. I had hyperemis graviderum which equaled about 3 ER visits due to dehydration from being so sick and not being able to even hold down water. Eventually and Thankfully the Ancestors sent me images of delicious scones and muffins and suddenly I found my remedy! I had a couple month break from being so sick and just worked with the nausea symptoms. The birth was natural and quick although the labor was challenging because with every contraction I was sick… 11 hours of one last marathon and then 20 minutes later, my daughter Aspen was born 8/14/14.
Seriously and Literally everything changed. I devoted everything, ALL of myself to her; nursing, caretaking, 4 years of homeschooling and on and on. I gave up oil painting because it wasn’t healthy for her to be around and others complained about the smell of the oil paint and turps etc. I still photographed although that slowed down a lot. Life kept getting more challenging… the marriage was struggling and I began to take note of many toxic patterns and pay attention to all the red flags.
And then Divinity came to my rescue and taught me how to rescue myself.
I had a few significant spiritual experiences and lots of poetry started to flow through me like a rushing river. Each poem was conceived after prayer + meditation. I was thankful, grateful and transformed permanently.
When I had originally moved here my ex and his family/friends were still in party mode in their 30’s/40’s and I was 33 and not interested at all. I quit partying, smoking cigarettes and eating meat prior to moving up North, then soon quit drinking for good just before pregnancy. I was on a Wellness Journey and had no interest in participating in drinking and/or drugs… which were all around me before baby, at that time.
Every decline to each party or live music show equaled the beginning of my local exile here. There were random people constantly living in our house and/or visiting on and off connected to my ex, which was distracting and disappointing to me, as I just wanted to focus on our relationship plus my personal Next Level and peacefully work on my art, small business and finances.
I really caused trouble when I sent a Facebook message stating that I was upset with particular people whom I felt were taking advantage of my hospitality and kindness. As well as seemingly corrupting my ex with their ‘party favors’. I called them right out in a letter and instead of receiving a direct reply, and working through the issues together…they decided to create a huge drama with my ex and basically socially blacklist me within their local networks in person and on line. Suddenly because I was saying No to Toxic Behavior, I became the “enemy”.
Next, everything fell apart, year by year; Sabotage, Slander, Defamation of Character, Libelous Content etc., all hidden of course within their secret networks… the Whisper Campaigns had begun. Rumours + Lies spread like the wildfires being set off at that time…
Approximately 2 months after my first group exhibition at LACDA, surprise! I was pregnant, then got engaged, then married all in about 5 months. Life certainly changed and it was nearly impossible to make art anymore. I didn’t have family/friends surrounding me with support… I had my Mom who had also moved to Mendocino County, Fort Bragg and that was it. Everyone else was 3,000 miles away. Suddenly, everything started to become very challenging. My pregnancy was difficult and I am thankful to be alive. I had hyperemis graviderum which equaled about 3 ER visits due to dehydration from being so sick and not being able to even hold down water. Eventually and Thankfully the Ancestors sent me images of delicious scones and muffins and suddenly I found my remedy! I had a couple month break from being so sick and just worked with the nausea symptoms. The birth was natural and quick although the labor was challenging because with every contraction I was sick… 11 hours of one last marathon and then 20 minutes later, my daughter Aspen was born 8/14/14.
Seriously and Literally everything changed. I devoted everything, ALL of myself to her; nursing, caretaking, 4 years of homeschooling and on and on. I gave up oil painting because it wasn’t healthy for her to be around and others complained about the smell of the oil paint and turps etc. I still photographed although that slowed down a lot. Life kept getting more challenging… the marriage was struggling and I began to take note of many toxic patterns and pay attention to all the red flags.
And then Divinity came to my rescue and taught me how to rescue myself.
I had a few significant spiritual experiences and lots of poetry started to flow through me like a rushing river. Each poem was conceived after prayer + meditation. I was thankful, grateful and transformed permanently.
When I had originally moved here my ex and his family/friends were still in party mode in their 30’s/40’s and I was 33 and not interested at all. I quit partying, smoking cigarettes and eating meat prior to moving up North, then soon quit drinking for good just before pregnancy. I was on a Wellness Journey and had no interest in participating in drinking and/or drugs… which were all around me before baby, at that time.
Every decline to each party or live music show equaled the beginning of my local exile here. There were random people constantly living in our house and/or visiting on and off connected to my ex, which was distracting and disappointing to me, as I just wanted to focus on our relationship plus my personal Next Level and peacefully work on my art, small business and finances.
I really caused trouble when I sent a Facebook message stating that I was upset with particular people whom I felt were taking advantage of my hospitality and kindness. As well as seemingly corrupting my ex with their ‘party favors’. I called them right out in a letter and instead of receiving a direct reply, and working through the issues together…they decided to create a huge drama with my ex and basically socially blacklist me within their local networks in person and on line. Suddenly because I was saying No to Toxic Behavior, I became the “enemy”.
Next, everything fell apart, year by year; Sabotage, Slander, Defamation of Character, Libelous Content etc., all hidden of course within their secret networks… the Whisper Campaigns had begun. Rumours + Lies spread like the wildfires being set off at that time…
California was burning and so was my heart.
The Betrayal:
Everything I suspected turned out to be true.
Every Red Flag noticed was accurately detected.
All the early Warnings were present in 2013. I was just about to leave and move to Colorado where I felt guided to go, as my Mom had just been living in Nederland, and had friends there who would be supporters to me relocating.
Well… I became pregnant and that changed that.
I committed to being a good wife and an excellent mother.
I let a lot of things go that were very important to me.
My heart was broken several times, too many to count.
And I was eventually Betrayed by everyone surrounding me.
It was a sad story.
Until it wasn’t.
I raised the strength and agreed to a 1 year Separation which later turned into a Divorce. I was my own lawyer and successfully completed our case within 6 months. Due to complete financial annihilation, we are still co~living together. Gathering the funding + resources to make the final move from here to ANYWHERE that is not Cobb Drive, Brooktrails.
For 15 years I’ve had to endure harassment and targeting in person and online, gaslighting, and manipulation plus I have thrived through more AI catfishing scams and Online Targeting than I can even perceive at this point and time.
The Neighbors:
During the divorce, finally, I felt I had the legal and human right to stand up to the neighbors that have harassed my household for 15 years with their 4 4wheelers and motorbikes, Driving back and forth to my driveway to their house which is located to the East just 2 houses down the hill from me. It’s very close. I’ve had to listen to them all talking about me cussing etc. for years now… they are loud and don’t care. I do not even know their names but they surely know mine… somehow. Everyone is related and or connected in this small town. Instead of taking them to Court, I have been guided to give them Grace and simply post videos of the harassment on Facebook as well as add comments which disclose the “devil in the details”.
Since the Divorce I’ve been rebuilding. I had to let go of many things including my car! I can not even believe, that after everything I’ve been through, that the car that was supposed to contribute to recovering my finances for me and Aspen to move out of here and away (Santa Rose CarMax) turned out to be an actual real LEMON… that broke down with the same issues, every business quarter for 3 years!!!! Every extra penny that was extra, gone to car repairs. It was such a cute little sweet car that I was so proud to be able to pay for, and have my independence back for me and Aspen, finally after sharing a car with my ex for years.
What am I doing? Not giving up.
I let go of the car this past January, and was guided to clear out our shed and turn it into an art studio for painting. I started painting again after 11 years. I decided to take the skills I’ve learned with Brooke Medicine Eagle online part time and create a full time business online called SB Studio.
I also created a Wellness Hub Site Membership called ‘Thriving Through It’, self published my first Poetry EBook ‘Buffalo Mary Poetry Book 1’, and created a Merch store ‘Shannondoah Buckey’ showcasing New Monthly TShirt designs featured on my Wellness Hub Site.
You can check out all my Art on my Website , my writing on my Poetry site, as well as my New Blog site, ‘Thriving Through It’ Wellness Hub Site. Links✨Click Here💫
I am moving forward regardless of the setbacks, failures and mistakes.
I am continuing to renew and regenerate myself and my family.
And while I am still here, I am working with what God gave me. Creator has blessed us with all the skills and talents and strengths we need to personally and collectively THRIVE.
I am listening to the Ancestors guidance, Focused on my Wellness, Prayers and Meditations.
Those daily practices gift me with profound clarity each and every day as well as Inner Peace, Strength, + Resilence to persevere.
“This too shall pass.”
Current Focus:
I am currently upleveling Brooke’s business that I’ve been assisting her with; building online and in person for 8 years now.
I am building my New business SB Studio; offering specific online services connected to the work I’ve been doing for and with Brooke.
I am Oil Painting again!!!!!!!!
I am getting back to writing my Poetry after taking some time off.
I am continually learning and building for 6 years now with my Guided Business Development System which I highly recommend, that is a monthly/yearly membership called, ‘Mastermind’ with Dean Graziozi and Tony Robbins. Thank you so much Mastermind Family!!
I found not only one but 4 online Church Families!! Thank you Southern + Indigenous Ancestors and specifically my Irish Rebel Grandma “Kate” Catherine “Sheehan” Buckley from County Cork, for guiding me back to Jesus and showing me there really are good churches that exist.
WOF Church Family
Lakewood Church Family
The City KC
Union Church Family
I’ve connected and tracked my Native American Ancestry and am currently a Lakota Law member advocating for Indigenous Rights + Sovereignty.
Lakota Law
Sacred Defense Fund
I’ve also connected and follow my Indigenous Irish relatives ~
You can check out all my Art on my Website , my writing on my Poetry site, as well as my New Blog site, ‘Thriving Through It’ Wellness Hub Site. Links✨Click Here💫
I am moving forward regardless of the setbacks, failures and mistakes.
I am continuing to renew and regenerate myself and my family.
And while I am still here, I am working with what God gave me. Creator has blessed us with all the skills and talents and strengths we need to personally and collectively THRIVE.
I am listening to the Ancestors guidance, Focused on my Wellness, Prayers and Meditations.
Those daily practices gift me with profound clarity each and every day as well as Inner Peace, Strength, + Resilence to persevere.
“This too shall pass.”
Current Focus:
I am currently upleveling Brooke’s business that I’ve been assisting her with; building online and in person for 8 years now.
I am building my New business SB Studio; offering specific online services connected to the work I’ve been doing for and with Brooke.
I am Oil Painting again!!!!!!!!
I am getting back to writing my Poetry after taking some time off.
I am continually learning and building for 6 years now with my Guided Business Development System which I highly recommend, that is a monthly/yearly membership called, ‘Mastermind’ with Dean Graziozi and Tony Robbins. Thank you so much Mastermind Family!!
I found not only one but 4 online Church Families!! Thank you Southern + Indigenous Ancestors and specifically my Irish Rebel Grandma “Kate” Catherine “Sheehan” Buckley from County Cork, for guiding me back to Jesus and showing me there really are good churches that exist.
WOF Church Family
Lakewood Church Family
The City KC
Union Church Family
I’ve connected and tracked my Native American Ancestry and am currently a Lakota Law member advocating for Indigenous Rights + Sovereignty.
Lakota Law
Sacred Defense Fund
I’ve also connected and follow my Indigenous Irish relatives ~
Sein Feinn
I’m continuing to build and grow Family + Friend communities online versus in person, since it has been so challenging living here, I had to choose my Focus wisely to create positive changes for me and Aspen and my Family.
I’m in the Builder phase!! And I’m looking for Investors, Donations, Patrons; anyone and everyone who is willing and wanting to join my team and support my business.
I have business plans ready to go >>>>
I believe that my Life Experience as well as my Resume speak for itself.
I am sharing this story, and will be sharing more. Eventually this all will become a book.
I think it’s gonna be a good read.
The Lessons:
Do NOT stay silent.
Take Notes and Record ALL information if you suspect you are being Targeted.
Publicize but keep it LEGAL + as respectful as possible; “WWGS” =
“What Would Grandma Say” and HOW would she say it.
Feel ALL the feelings, process, clear and Transmute all the toxic energies within and surrounding you, that will equal your Transformation.
Choose THRIVING vs. SURVIVING.
Yes, You can THRIVE while being low income and connected to a hot mess. I’m Living proof!
Do NOT give up.
Keep Going.
Every Day is a New Day filled with Opportunities to Thrive and Shine!!!!
Love and Forgive beyond your understanding.
Pay attention to the Distractions, as they are opportunities for personal growth.
Love + Support your Family, Friends + Communities.
Ignore the Haters but take note + keep track of all suspicious activity.
Do not engage.
Let it Go to God.
It’s not for you to resolve or micro manage, it’s up to God.
Maintain your Focus and Wellness; Follow your Dvine Inner Compass
+ Focus Like an Arrow.
Lastly, SHINE + RADIATE LOVE!!
(no matter what anyone else says or does)
Affirm: “I am grounded, centered, aligned, clean and clear” s.b.
Love is the Key.
Love lights the Way.
With Love, Gratitude + Kinship,
Shannondoah
PS. Contact me!
shannondoahbuckley@gmail.com
415-272-7537
Let’s Go. >>>>
🌿❤️🌿 Legal Statement: Just to be clear ~ If anyone has cloned my phone or my daughter’s current and/or past phone and is impersonating me and or anyone related and/or connected to me, you will be held legally accountable. Identity Theft + Fraud includes AI Mimicry, AI Duplication, as well as all AI Art copyright crimes. All of my work and identity is legally protected under federal and state copyright laws. Catfishing can be accounted for as Gaslighting + Targeting, pertaining to all business and personal online accounts and platforms. Any impersonation online + in person will be held legally accountable.
Slander, Defamation of Character + Libelous content included.
Facts.
PSS. Gregory Alan Isakov, Ya hear me! love. With all my heart.
I’m continuing to build and grow Family + Friend communities online versus in person, since it has been so challenging living here, I had to choose my Focus wisely to create positive changes for me and Aspen and my Family.
I’m in the Builder phase!! And I’m looking for Investors, Donations, Patrons; anyone and everyone who is willing and wanting to join my team and support my business.
I have business plans ready to go >>>>
I believe that my Life Experience as well as my Resume speak for itself.
I am sharing this story, and will be sharing more. Eventually this all will become a book.
I think it’s gonna be a good read.
The Lessons:
Do NOT stay silent.
Take Notes and Record ALL information if you suspect you are being Targeted.
Publicize but keep it LEGAL + as respectful as possible; “WWGS” =
“What Would Grandma Say” and HOW would she say it.
Feel ALL the feelings, process, clear and Transmute all the toxic energies within and surrounding you, that will equal your Transformation.
Choose THRIVING vs. SURVIVING.
Yes, You can THRIVE while being low income and connected to a hot mess. I’m Living proof!
Do NOT give up.
Keep Going.
Every Day is a New Day filled with Opportunities to Thrive and Shine!!!!
Love and Forgive beyond your understanding.
Pay attention to the Distractions, as they are opportunities for personal growth.
Love + Support your Family, Friends + Communities.
Ignore the Haters but take note + keep track of all suspicious activity.
Do not engage.
Let it Go to God.
It’s not for you to resolve or micro manage, it’s up to God.
Maintain your Focus and Wellness; Follow your Dvine Inner Compass
+ Focus Like an Arrow.
Lastly, SHINE + RADIATE LOVE!!
(no matter what anyone else says or does)
Affirm: “I am grounded, centered, aligned, clean and clear” s.b.
Love is the Key.
Love lights the Way.
With Love, Gratitude + Kinship,
Shannondoah
PS. Contact me!
shannondoahbuckley@gmail.com
415-272-7537
Let’s Go. >>>>
🌿❤️🌿 Legal Statement: Just to be clear ~ If anyone has cloned my phone or my daughter’s current and/or past phone and is impersonating me and or anyone related and/or connected to me, you will be held legally accountable. Identity Theft + Fraud includes AI Mimicry, AI Duplication, as well as all AI Art copyright crimes. All of my work and identity is legally protected under federal and state copyright laws. Catfishing can be accounted for as Gaslighting + Targeting, pertaining to all business and personal online accounts and platforms. Any impersonation online + in person will be held legally accountable.
Slander, Defamation of Character + Libelous content included.
Facts.
PSS. Gregory Alan Isakov, Ya hear me! love. With all my heart.
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